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Free workbook with Marta Meyer, LCSW · Episode 42

Do I Inhabit My Own Life?

Reflections on love, relationships, ancestral loyalties and right relationship. A gentle workbook by psychotherapist Marta Meyer to help you notice the beliefs, fears and invisible family loyalties that may still shape your life after ceremony.

  • What do I believe about love?
  • Do I inhabit my own life?
  • Loving without carrying
  • Coming into right relationship
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Free guide

The Four Movements of Surrender

An invitation to surrender — a gentle map you can return to before ceremony, during ceremony, and throughout integration.

  • Let Go
  • Let In
  • Let Be
  • Allow
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A companion workbook to Episode 33 of the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast

The 12 Gifts of Ayahuasca Integration

Twelve gifts the medicine awakens — and gentle practices to recognize, cultivate, and celebrate each one in daily life.

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A companion workbook to Episode 36 of the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast

The Tree of Integration

A seven-step workbook that turns ceremony insight into lived change — rain, soil, roots, trunk, branches, fruit, and seed. One living system, one question at a time.

  • Rain — Receive
  • Soil — Theme
  • Roots — Trust
  • Trunk — Truth
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A companion workbook to Episode 37 of the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast

Ayahuasca and the Wounds That Still Control You

A six-part workbook for forgiveness, acceptance and reclaiming your consciousness. Choose one experience that still has power over you, and move gently through Face, Find, Feel, Accept, Reclaim and Forgiveness.

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A Free Pre-Integration Self-Enquiry Form

The 12 Dimensions of Wholeness

Before you step into ceremony — this guided self-enquiry offers a gentle mirror across the 12 dimensions of your life.

  • Physical
  • Emotional
  • Mental
  • Material
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The complete preparation guide

How to Prepare for an Ayahuasca Ceremony

A complete, compassionate guide to preparing for an ayahuasca ceremony — the dieta, food and recipes, medical safety, and a month-by-month countdown covering mental, spiritual, physical, and emotional preparation.

  • The four dimensions of preparation
  • The dieta, food guidance & simple recipes
  • Essential medical safety
  • A month-by-month preparation countdown
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Everything about our 2026 & 2027 integration retreats outside Madrid

Ayahuasca Integration Retreat — Full Brochure

A detailed brochure covering the arc of the retreat: preparation circles, ceremony, breathwork, family constellation, sweat lodge — the full container, the facilitators, the land, dates, investment, and how to apply.

  • Full retreat arc
  • Meet the medicine family
  • Dates, investment & how to apply
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3–7 June 2027 · Terrapacha, Spain

Gay Ayahuasca Retreat 2027 — Full Brochure

The complete brochure for our ayahuasca integration retreat held exclusively for gay and queer men: the five-month arc, the medicine family, the land, the schedule and how to apply.

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Inner Work, Outer Work & the Path of Diamonds

The Sacred Service Workbook

A gentle, guided workbook to locate where you truly are on the path of sacred service — and take the first honest step toward letting your medicine be seen.

  • Locate where you are
  • Name your diamonds
  • The permission audit
  • 30 story prompts
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A long-form essay & workbook on the 10 integration patterns

The Games We Play After Ayahuasca

Ten common patterns that turn healing into avoidance, identity, projection, and spiritual performance — and how to notice them without shame. A 60+ page illustrated e-book by David Vox.

  • 10 integration games mapped in depth
  • How to notice a pattern without collapsing into it
  • When integration needs clinical support
  • Beautifully illustrated, chapter by chapter
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A companion to Episode 34 — The Medicine of Celebration

The 7-Day Celebration Experience Workbook

A 7-day guided workbook to move celebration from a fleeting moment into a daily devotion. Written as a companion to Episode 34 of the Ayahuasca Integration podcast — "The Medicine of Celebration: Receiving the Love Already Around You." Together they invite you to open to the love, beauty, and belonging that is already present — and to let celebration become an integration practice.

  • A guided practice for each of seven days
  • Journaling prompts to meet joy honestly
  • Rituals to weave celebration into daily life
  • Delivered instantly to your inbox — free
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A one-page reflection for after ceremony

12 Dangers of Ayahuasca Without Integration

What happens when people drink a lot of ayahuasca but never integrate what they receive? Here are 12 gentle questions to ask yourself before returning to the medicine — so insight can become transformation.

  • 12 honest questions
  • Before the next ceremony
  • Kind, not corrective
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Free practice kit · Episode 39

5 Ayahuasca Integration Practices to Stay Connected After Ceremony

Ceremony opens the connection. Practice teaches your body how to hold it. These five simple practices help you stay close to the medicine — and to your own highest frequency of bliss, love and flow — without constantly returning to ceremony.

  • Ananda Mandala Meditation
  • Medicine Music
  • The Five-Pointed Prayer
  • Protect and Hold the Energy
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