Conversations on the path of integration.

June 27, 2026

The Three Phases of Ayahuasca Healing: Inside Our Retreat Model in Spain

Before you listen: grab the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form — the exact tool we reference in this episode for getting…

May 23, 2026

Ayahuasca & The Dark Night of the Soul

Imagine living your dream life — and then Ayahuasca shows you it's all going to burn to the ground. This is the most personal story I've…

April 23, 2026

Does Ayahuasca Heal Depression and Anxiety? Evidence from 11,912 Users

In the world's largest study of ayahuasca for depression and anxiety, the results are stunning: 1. ​ 78% of people with depression reported…

April 16, 2026

Why You Feel Worse After Ayahuasca - 3 Reasons People Miss

Why are you feeling worse after the Ayahuasca ceremony? You came for healing. Now you feel off. Angry. Disconnected. What felt clear in…

April 15, 2026

Sacred Service: Integrating Your Impact E1

Called to be of service with your medicine? This is a new series on the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast called Sacred Service . Alongside our…

April 8, 2026

Ayahuasca and Spiritual Parasites: Understanding Energetic Attachments and Protection

What if the fear of spiritual parasites isn’t irrational… but incomplete? In this episode, I take you into a moment in ceremony where I…

April 1, 2026

When Ayahuasca Reveals What You’re Not Ready to See

What Happens When Ayahuasca Shows You Something You're Not Ready to See? ...Maybe you just walked out of ceremony carrying something you…

March 25, 2026

The Four Dimensions of Ayahuasca Integration: Transforming Ceremony Into Lasting Change

You came home from ceremony changed — but the life that was waiting for you didn't know that yet. In this episode, we walk through the four…

February 26, 2026

Humanity Dying — Or Birthing Something New? An Interview With Ayahuasca Shaman Tina "Kat" Courtney

Is humanity healing — or is it falling apart? Right now the world feels like it's burning. And maybe it is. But what if that's not the…

February 22, 2026

Animal Allies and Trauma Healing: What Ayahuasca Can’t Heal Alone

What happens when the most profound healing in your life doesn't come from a therapist, a spiritual teacher, or even ayahuasca — but from…

February 14, 2026

Death as Sacred Medicine: Ayahuasca Integration with Tina “Kat” Courtney from Plant Medicine People

Do you feel broken beyond repair? Have you come home from an ayahuasca ceremony carrying something so profound you have no idea how to…

January 31, 2026

Ayahuasca and the Collapse of the False Self: Five Ways Your Identity “Breaks” Free

You drink ayahuasca and suddenly you feel a collapse of your own self. The life you have built — studies, work, relationships, identity —…

January 24, 2026

When Ayahuasca Reveals Pain That Is Not Yours: The Ancestral Healing Vortex

What if the pain you are trying to heal is not yours to carry? Imagine drinking ayahuasca for your own healing and suddenly finding…

January 12, 2026

Your Service After Ayahuasca: From Healing to Holding Space

Feeling the call to be of service? This episode is for you. If you have done a few ayahuasca retreats, you know the shift. You entered the…

January 12, 2026

Too Much Light: Integration Through the Lens of Kabbalah

What happens when you drink and touch real light, but you don’t integrate it? The vessel cracks. The current keeps coming, and what could…

January 12, 2026

Where Are You Losing Your Feathers? Inner Child Integration and Restoring Inner Power

Inner child integration is a practical return to inner power, self-trust, and coherence. In this episode, I share a medicine dream from my…

January 11, 2026

Integrating Your True Gifts After Ayahuasca: The Golden Shadow

Most people don't fail at transformation. They stall at expression. In this episode, we go straight to where integration becomes real: your…

January 4, 2026

What Happens After Ayahuasca? When Healing Turns Into Service

Many people come to ayahuasca to receive medicine for their own healing. Fewer are prepared for being called to serve. Because what happens…

December 24, 2025

Your First Home Was the Heart: A Guided Meditation for Ayahuasca Healing & Integration

Your first home was the heart. Before language. Before identity. Before effort. This guided meditation takes you inward, through the layers…

December 22, 2025

Your Gifts Are the Real Integration After Ayahuasca

Are you hiding your gifts after Ayahuasca? Many people leave ceremony with insight, clarity, and energy—yet struggle when their gifts begin…

December 16, 2025

The Games We Play After Ayahuasca: 10 Common Integration Patterns

Did you know that we all play games in healing and transformational work? You have seen how healing turns into performance. How spiritual…

December 13, 2025

Integration After Ayahuasca: Why Your Truth Is the Real Medicine

Ayahuasca can show you the truth. But it cannot live it for you. In this episode, I speak about the part of integration that’s rarely named…

December 5, 2025

The Hidden Key to Ayahuasca Healing and Integration No One Talks About

If you’re navigating the complexities of Ayahuasca healing and you find yourself moving too fast on your path — pushing, improving, “doing…

November 28, 2025

Ayahuasca Healing: Discovering Hidden Gifts on Your Journey | Deep Integration Insights

Ayahuasca healing can transform your life in unexpected ways. In this episode, we explore the profound journey beyond trauma—that moment…

November 17, 2025

AI vs Ayahuasca: The Hidden Dangers of Using ChatGPT in Your Healing & Integration Work

What actually happens when people start treating ChatGPT like a guide in their Ayahuasca integration? This episode goes straight into the…

November 11, 2025

Ten Years with Ayahuasca: Lessons from a Decade of Healing Part 1

What can happen when you walk with Ayahuasca for ten years? In this Ayahuasca Integration Podcast series, I look back on a decade of…

November 9, 2025

Integration After Ayahuasca: When Your Life No Longer Fits You

Do you feel like you don’t fit in your own life anymore? That’s the moment this episode lives in. The ache between lives. Where your…

October 31, 2025

Honor Your Ancestors: An Ancestral Medicine Meditation for Day of the Dead

If your ancestors were sitting in a cinema right now, watching the movie of your life, what would they be screaming toward the screen? What…

October 3, 2025

My First Ayahuasca Experience: Rage Release, Dark Sweat Lodge Secrets, and the Power of Integration Together

Trigger warning: This podcast mentions trauma. So who am I, really — the person behind the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast? And what first…

September 24, 2025

What Happens After Ayahuasca? Inside the World’s Largest Integration Study

What really happens after ayahuasca? In this landmark episode of the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast , we go inside the largest global study…

September 24, 2025

Ayahuasca Integration Coach Reveals: The Medicine Works Before You Drink It

Welcome to the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast. You're part of the rare 0.4% of humanity who has worked with grandmother ayahuasca - but did…